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Post by iggy131313 on Jul 23, 2013 17:58:45 GMT
if the forum does close I will copy over my posts and continue.
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Post by Epiphany on Jul 23, 2013 18:03:12 GMT
You will make it. I have faith in you.
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Post by alex on Jul 23, 2013 18:43:40 GMT
Hello, I am here...
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Post by iggy131313 on Jul 23, 2013 18:44:27 GMT
good to see you alex
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Post by Epiphany on Jul 23, 2013 19:50:48 GMT
Nice to see you here too, Alex, and welcome.  |
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Post by petu on Jul 24, 2013 3:38:29 GMT
I'm glad you are here Iggy and Hi Alex
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Post by iggy131313 on Jul 26, 2013 15:55:11 GMT
In total hell again today, didnt take long and I dont know why but I have a list of possibilities
1) I had half a puff on some pot again 2 days ago - i know its stupid I should have learned my lesson
2) Ovuation
3) could be pmt as its been 2 weeks since last period and thats the norm at the moment
4) stress about iawp closing but i dont think its this
i think it could well be the pot but it was such a tiny amount i guess i will never know but i do know that i wish i hadnt had it and then i would know it wasnt that at least.
so im shaking and crying hiding in my room again, great
i took 50mg arginine at 4.30 - i wanted to take a diazepam to try and calm myself down so this was the comprimise with myself
im a little scared of how it will effect me but the pills are 500 and I took 50 so hopefully not too bad
my main symptoms today are
pgad
massive anxiety and panic
dizzyness and feeling like im on acid
hopelessness
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Post by Epiphany on Jul 26, 2013 15:57:40 GMT
I feel like I'm on acid too- A LOT. Everything seems so unreal. Do NOT smoke pot again.  I wouldn't risk it. I hope that the supplements do help, Iggy. |
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Post by petu on Jul 27, 2013 1:40:38 GMT
I'm sorry you are feeling awful again Iggy. I agree that probably the pot has contributed, I think some people are just more sensitive to psychotropic substances than other people.
I smoked pot one time, years ago before I went on any kind of medication, and it had a very bad effect on me. I only had a tiny amount and it didn't effect anyone else like it did me. I instantly became anxious and paranoid and couldn't relax for 2 days. The next day I went out into the city and it was like the buildings were swaying and moving, I couldn't get home fast enough. I never tried it again.
Hang in there, you will most likely be feeling better soon once this wave passes. You have been getting some regular small windows lately.
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Post by alex on Jul 27, 2013 17:13:56 GMT
Caroline, I think you are a hypersensitive person.
There is no doubt in my mind that the closing of IAWP has affected you greatly.
You will be fine again, as you were prior to the forum closing.
Be gentle to yourself;maybe smoking pot is not a good idea for now.
My spirit is with you.
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Post by petu on Jul 29, 2013 10:04:22 GMT
How are you feeling now Iggy? How was your weekend?
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Post by Epiphany on Jul 29, 2013 12:38:21 GMT
Yes Iggy, we've been wondering about you. I hope that you have been alright.
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Post by alex on Aug 1, 2013 4:26:00 GMT
I am worried about Caroline )Iggy)
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Post by petu on Aug 1, 2013 12:04:50 GMT
I was worried too Alex, but she is on PP, posted today.
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Post by alex on Aug 1, 2013 17:12:28 GMT
Ok, thank you Petu
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I wouldn't risk it. I hope that the supplements do help, Iggy.